… Usually, I just let it go, but this time you should tell me why you think that.
[ Kainé is so fussy sometimes and he doesn’t generally drag out anything in fear of her beating him up. They’re at Disney, so he thinks he can be a little braver today (what a mistake). He also wants to know what she’s thinking sometimes?
IT SHOULDNT BE HARD TO TRACK HER THOUGHTS BUT NIER IS NOT ALWAYS INTUITIVE ]
Why you like burying people—what part of it? Why don’t you want to bury me in sand on the beach?
[ He has seen people do it all the time and both parties have fun?? He doesn’t understand and he’s also curious to know her thought process. ]
[ When has Kainé explained her thought processes? When has she ever feared being violent in public? If they get kicked of Disney World, they can go to another world's Disney World. This isn't Infinity Train, but the interworld train does give a near infinite amount of possibilities and ways to flee from crimes.
She has been made more overtly soft from her time in that murder school, but no one unlearns habits from a life of trauma in the span of two months. ]
[ Nier's optimism is truly so much, especially when it comes to Kainé.
She is never going to be normal, but she will grasp and clutch onto every moment of normalcy with him. ]
Don't volunteer to get buried.
[ That answers nothing. It's not that she won't bury him. It's he shouldn't volunteer for it.
It's an innocent activity on the beach, but his willingness chills her sometimes.
There are still times that she thinks he could disappear. She has never been good with using words to explain her feelings, but she reaches for his hand to hold. That is the start of an answer. ]
[ Nier really is here seeing the best in people, sometimes that best doesn't exist. It seems that again they're not quite on the same page... Nier is thinking about a nice warm sand burial where his head is still out for him to breathe, enjoying the sunlight, the blue sky, and the sound of the waves, but she's thinking of a funeral.
It's too far of a connection for him to bridge the gap, personally, so he continues to look confused, but he accepts her hand. From her touch, he can tell there's something heavy on her mind. Slowly, surely, he starts following her thoughts. Barely. ]
I'm feeling a lot better now. [ Moving on. ] We can go on more rides.
[ Kainé is someone who, if she buried him in the sand, would bury him head and all, so they're not entirely on the same page. If you must go, go all the way. She isn't here for some half-assed fun. It's full ass playtime, you know?
She isn't sadistic, but sometimes, a girl takes things a little far.
She knows there's some disconnect, but she doesn't often bridge it. She stands up, pulling him up with her if he doesn't resist. ]
One more.
[ It isn't the amount of rides getting to her. It's being around so many people even if she isn't interacting with them all. ]
[ I can't believe they are imagining DIFFERENT THINGS entirely. Full ass playtime sounds incorrect, but I'm glad she just assumes death. Who is Nier to resist? He lets her handle him back up, using that as a start to steady himself. ]
All right. One more, then we can go somewhere else.
[ Somewhere that isn't as crowded! Nier isn't sure where that is in a modern world, but adventure calls for him. As he's about to fish the map out he sees.
She follows his line of sight, and in a way that only he or anyone truly close to her can see, she retreats a little. There's an almost shyness as she averts her gaze. ]
... Yeah.
[ She's trying to be brave about this. She wants the memories. She wants the proof.
But it's also hard when her image of herself is so ugly. ]
[ Nier guides her to the booth and goes in first to show that things are all right. This is the only time he lets go of her hand because it'd be difficult to maneuver otherwise. Once he's in, he's already fiddling with the screen in preparation for them. ]
This booth doesn't have the stickers or sparkles like the one in Wiwaldi...
[ So not as cute photos, but he isn't discouraged by it. ]
[ The cuteness of sparkles and stickers would be a nice extra touch, especially for Nier, but at the end of the day, it really is about having a photo with him.
She settles into the boot next to him, but it's hard not to hold herself too stiffly or awkwardly. It's hard to do something like this on command. She doesn't let go of his free hand. ]
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She looks at him in disbelief. ]
Don't fucking volunteer for it, asshole.
[ She does like burying people, but that's usually people she doesn't like or are annoyed with.
And part of the fun is if they're not expecting it. ]
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[ Kainé is so fussy sometimes and he doesn’t generally drag out anything in fear of her beating him up. They’re at Disney, so he thinks he can be a little braver today (what a mistake). He also wants to know what she’s thinking sometimes?
IT SHOULDNT BE HARD TO TRACK HER THOUGHTS BUT NIER IS NOT ALWAYS INTUITIVE ]
Why you like burying people—what part of it? Why don’t you want to bury me in sand on the beach?
[ He has seen people do it all the time and both parties have fun?? He doesn’t understand and he’s also curious to know her thought process. ]
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She has been made more overtly soft from her time in that murder school, but no one unlearns habits from a life of trauma in the span of two months. ]
Why the hell do you want to be buried?
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reality: no
Huh. Nier tilts his head, already distracted from being asked a question back. ]
It's just a fun thing to do on the beach? It's also warm. [ WAit— ] That doesn't answer my questions.
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She is never going to be normal, but she will grasp and clutch onto every moment of normalcy with him. ]
Don't volunteer to get buried.
[ That answers nothing. It's not that she won't bury him. It's he shouldn't volunteer for it.
It's an innocent activity on the beach, but his willingness chills her sometimes.
There are still times that she thinks he could disappear. She has never been good with using words to explain her feelings, but she reaches for his hand to hold. That is the start of an answer. ]
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It's too far of a connection for him to bridge the gap, personally, so he continues to look confused, but he accepts her hand. From her touch, he can tell there's something heavy on her mind. Slowly, surely, he starts following her thoughts. Barely. ]
I'm feeling a lot better now. [ Moving on. ] We can go on more rides.
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She isn't sadistic, but sometimes, a girl takes things a little far.
She knows there's some disconnect, but she doesn't often bridge it. She stands up, pulling him up with her if he doesn't resist. ]
One more.
[ It isn't the amount of rides getting to her. It's being around so many people even if she isn't interacting with them all. ]
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All right. One more, then we can go somewhere else.
[ Somewhere that isn't as crowded! Nier isn't sure where that is in a modern world, but adventure calls for him. As he's about to fish the map out he sees.
A photo booth. ]
Actually... Want to take some photos first?
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She follows his line of sight, and in a way that only he or anyone truly close to her can see, she retreats a little. There's an almost shyness as she averts her gaze. ]
... Yeah.
[ She's trying to be brave about this. She wants the memories. She wants the proof.
But it's also hard when her image of herself is so ugly. ]
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[ Nier guides her to the booth and goes in first to show that things are all right. This is the only time he lets go of her hand because it'd be difficult to maneuver otherwise. Once he's in, he's already fiddling with the screen in preparation for them. ]
This booth doesn't have the stickers or sparkles like the one in Wiwaldi...
[ So not as cute photos, but he isn't discouraged by it. ]
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[ The cuteness of sparkles and stickers would be a nice extra touch, especially for Nier, but at the end of the day, it really is about having a photo with him.
She settles into the boot next to him, but it's hard not to hold herself too stiffly or awkwardly. It's hard to do something like this on command. She doesn't let go of his free hand. ]