[ The alluring comfort of his lover's scent keeps his sleep mostly pleasant. Dreamless, but that's exactly how he prefers it. No jarring memories, no haunting nightmares, just simple sleep. Distantly he's aware when his moon is awake enough to move but their limbs do not untangle. If anything, he squeezes him a bit closer before drifting off again. His tail sluggishly drifting over skin to hook itself around V'seji.
The ends twitch idly at feel of his hair being played with with a flutter of his ears. A brow twitching now and then as the touch continues, idly stilling before it continues up again. By now he's certainly waking up given the corners of his lips twitching up.
For a moment he debates snuggling further into the confines of sleep that embraces him. He pushes past it, blearily blinking one eye as the soft blue looks to his companion with a wry smile. ] Enjoying yourself?
[ His voice is heavy and rough with sleep, a slight slur to them before he stretches and nuzzles into the crook of V'seji's neck with a lingering kiss to skin. That is until he props himself over his moon, peering fondly into watching golden hues. ] Did you rest well?
[ Oh, he knows R'yoji is awake, but he continues to play with his hair and make a mess out of it. No one would call this an aesthetic at all... It might as well be a monster if people were to look at it from afar. These strands? Definitely tentacles. It's also tempting to maybe play with R'yoji's face as he sleeps, but he's a kind, gracious person.
Which is why he stops when he feels the kiss against his skin. Half-apologetically, he runs his fingers through to comb out it all out until he's robbed of his position. Lying underneath R'yoji, he looks at him with ears perked up. ]
Slept like a baby! Kind of hard not to when you were cradling me so close.
[ Hm. He's not sure about this position, so he tries to slip away? Somehow? Just dip under whatever opening under an arm. ]
[ There's a hum of thought, watching those ears perk up that he finds temptation drawing him closer. A little taste should be fine, right? Even though his head tilts from the earlier brush, shivering to the sensation of fingers threading through hair. He almost wishes they never left his hair. The kind of comfort that soothes him down to his very soul. ]
I'm glad. [ For a moment he desires stealing a kiss from his lips until suddenly V'seji dips from under his arm and away. He blinks after him, head tilting with one ear flopping to the side and the other raising alongside a twitch of his tail. ]
[ Maybe this is why V'seji is shying away... He can sense R'yoji's hunger for his ears, but really he felt that the pervious position had him too vulnerable. He props his head on a hand as his tail languidly sways under the sheets. Comfort is over. Reality is here. ]
Yes?
[ He's still in bed, lounging on the side while looking up to his companion's profile. Good view, very good view. Gold eyes are watching him closely and it's not because he's in love (he is though). Survival instincts are kicking in. ]
[ R'yoji's head stays tilted as he watches V'seji come to a settle on his side. Almost silent except for the telltale sound of his tail thumping against the mattress with sudden quick swishes. An even more obvious sign of the playfulness itching under his skin. ]
Something wrong?
[ In reference to his companion for moving away. He can feel those eyes taking every angle of him, feeling his body almost shiver under that sharp observation but he can tell his very movement is being watched. Which is why he raises a hand slowly, shifting to sit up with a turn of his body. His hand pauses in the air, bi-colored hues flickering from one golden gaze to another until he touches beneath a chin.
It lingers only for a mere moment, thumb reaching up to trace an arrowhead between eye and bridge of that nose. Fortunately for V'seji he can't really reach out with his lips to do anything from this angle so he merely lets go and inches to his side of the bed with a stretch of his arms. ] In any case, I did promise something for you once we were awake.
[ But he needs a moment to at least put some pants on. Just a bit too cold to go roaming about the house completely naked. ]
[ V'seji's ears straighten up atop his head, extremely alert at the sight of a raised hand. Pupils narrow to needles, but it's all a biological response. He knows he's safe with R'yoji, which shows in the playful sways of his tail.
At most, he closes his eyes when R'yoji touches his markings. Tame. He's safe now, right? ]
Here I thought you were going to swipe at me like a kitten.
[ Quickly, he closes the distance between them, taking up the space and snuggling next to R'yoji. It's like his skittish reaction earlier never happened. However... This isn't ideal if he wants the gift. Dilemma. ]
To lose my warm body pillow for a gift... What a difficult choice to make.
[ Which is say with plentiful of mirth from the look he passes his partner. It especially softens as V'seji closes the set distance before them with a slight turn to run fingers through black hair. It's become a bit tousled which is why he neatly runs through strands, gaze lowering with his smile growing fond. ]
Won't be long. Wait for me here, I'll be right back.
[ He leans over to gingerly butt their heads together before he pushes to a stand to leave the room. It's back to where they were previously, searching for a particular small box among his things upon his desk. Only spending a minute or two until he finds the gift buried under scattered papers.
When he comes back, he's sitting where he was before with hands cradling the case as though something fragile. Or perhaps, because he's nervous? There's some jitters to his nerves, passing a quick glance until he holds it out a little higher with his breath catching. ]
Ah, mother always told stories of those that would come together to be eternally bound with their other half. Her excitable chatter about the bonding ceremony is quite hard to forget, with how brightly her eyes shown. I thought of it as nothing much, but..
[ ..Ah, suddenly he realizes he's fumbling with the case. He reaches out to take hold of his moon's hand, gently pressing it to his palm before curling both his fingers and V'seji's own over it. ] Mother never pressured me to find my own happiness. However, I believe she realized my feelings when it came to you.
How I wish for a future with nobody else other than.. you. [ Ears fold back, head dipping a little with an anxious flick of his tail. His heart is racing pretty fast suddenly. He does not understand why, he's been quite forward with how he feels for V'seji. How much he loves him. At least, he hopes he has been doing so enough. He's been trying to express his feelings more in words as of late. Everything still feeling so new and yet, right. ]
[ V'seji purrs to the touch, then waits patiently for his companion to return. It's very tempting to return to sleep, but the sound of R'yoji's return has his ears perking back up. He is ever so curious about the gift, wondering what kind of craft and details it has. His black tail swishes back and forth anxiously as he chooses between crawling to the side to have a look or actually sit up properly.
The decision was made for him and he watches his hand become hostage, now with a little box in his grasps. Fingers trace the box as he considers opening it, but a usual quip is needed despite how warm his heart feels. He wouldn't be able to talk to R'yoji otherwise. ]
This sounds like a proposal.
[ At first, he was going to laugh it off and mention how common it is to see Hyurs propose in public. Then it dawns on him as the words piece together with the box. Then that this box is for him... Abruptly, he sits up with a start with both his ears and tail shot out. Seldom does he yell, but here he is, yelling: ]
This is a proposal! [ Oh, my god. He's dumbstruck. No, he's not going to open it yet because he's shocked. ] You are proposing to me!!
[ This comes with an accusatory point! While he's basically naked. ]
[ Bi-colored eyes sharpen from this earlier rounding, watching every brush and movement of those fingers around the box. Unable to help himself from swallowing with his heart seeming to sound louder and louder in his ears. He almost brings a hand to his chest as if to calm it.
Yet, V'seji's almost amused response stills him entirely. A proposal. His eyes snap to those golden hues, finding the crinkle in them until the light of humor vanishes. The ends of his tail twitches more rapidly as his nerves tighten further.
The sudden abruptness in his partner's body has his own ears and tail shooting straight up with an almost leap off the bed. ] I--
[ He blinks wildly, almost going crosseyed to look to the point at him before back to his friend, his best friend, his lover, his moon-- R'yoji feels his lips twitch, chest tight and almost breathless when a laugh tries to bubble out of him but he's still in shock when V'seji catches on. ]
Yes... That I am. [ Ears fold back, inching just slightly closer as with his hands free to move he gathers the sheets up and rest over the other's shoulder. To keep the cold a means away, but also to purposely guide him closer with an almost avoidance of that gaze. Hands moving to cup his lover's jaw, bumping their heads together with a nervous smile. ] It was.. an idea. The more I gave it some thought.. It is not exactly common which I'm aware, [ among Seeker cats, few Keeper do.. Mostly you see it happening with Hyurs, even Elezens, even Roe but Miqo'te held to other traditions. ]
You don't have to say yes! Or, if you need the time to consider it that too is fine.. I just, [ Oh, he may be rambling now. ]
... No, it is quite common. Different people have different names for it.
[ V'seji doesn't quite understand marriage. Seekers have always been harem-oriented—survivors, not lovers. However, there is the idea of a bond... Partners, something above mates. It's weird to be thinking about something as serious as partnership when he's nude aside from the sheets, but he keeps his eyes on R'yoji.
Does he feel the same? Is marriage right?
The tip of his tail flicks as he tilts his head at him, searching those bi-colored eyes a little longer. Fretful hands carefully pull the ends of the sheets to a close, covering him a bit more while he feels vulnerable. Nerves alight, heart racing so fast, he isn't sure what to say. It needs an answer, right? Whether it be something definite or indefinite, an answer. Ears pin back as his tail stops twitching entirely. ]
... Is this real?
[ He hasn't answered since he's still letting it settle, finding it surreal that he would ever find someone that would feel this way about him. The smile stays as he thinks back—he was just a runaway with no home. No one. ]
[ It is strange coming from visiting the R tribe and learning the ways they handled things, to thrive and survive. Compared to Keeper Miqo'te, which he has learned growing up with his mother. However, even then their household was small and his mother focused more on her research and work. Calming down enough to give attention and focus on him but not precisely reach for the sense of happiness most saw in bonds.
Well, that wasn't entirely true, Auntie had became that for her, did she not? They may not have said anything but he saw it in the way they looked at another. The way Auntie looked after his mother until the very end. Even now, still looking after him despite not the small kitten he once was being babysat during his mother's trips.
He wondered if she got the opportunity, would his mother have done a bond of Eternity if given the chance? Mayhaps that's why she poured all that she could into this very ring he's given his partner. He feels those golden hues settle on him and he refuses to look away despite wanting to. The nervousness of it, the fidgets of his fingers and twitch of a tail. Ears quiver back, swerving forward at the inquiry and softness of it as it leaves him. ]
It is as real as you and I.
[ As real as them being here and now. Hands find purchase on V'seji's face, cupping them to bump their foreheads together once more. Feeling warmth swell as he so languidly rubs their noses together, eyes fluttering low. ] I desire nothing more than to have you by my side for the rest of the moons to come.
[ If you would have me, that is. The fear of rejection is crushed almost immediately. He's tired of being haunted by it, shadowing him since his childhood. He needs no answer now and it's a clear sign he isn't begging for it. Merely swimming in adoration and affection that he feels for his moon. The sheer comfort, safety of having him here so close. To feel the warmth of his cheeks under his touch, the comforting scent emitting from him. Before he realizes it, he's flopping them both onto their sides on the bed to press V'seji all the more closer as he nuzzles into black hair with quick swishes of his tail. A sense of playfulness is rearing its head again but he simply wants to hold him.
A gentle murmur escapes him as he presses his nose into inky locks. ] I love you, Seji.
[ V'seji finds it hard to look at R'yoji as he keeps talking, seeing that the statement truly settles. This is real... Just like them. Again, he's stupefied by what feels like a miracle. "Love" as he's seen it in books, heard it from people, never quite existed for him. He never felt that was his story and yet it comes into his life with a fester.
For now, he enjots the small comforts of his sun's touch, indulging in it despite his quickening heartbeat. His tail starts moving again, finding the familiarity a crutch in such unfamiliar territory. It's the same lasting warmth he remembers that makes him feel safe and at home. Hands cup over his companion's, rubbing the back of them slowly before they're forced back on the bed. With eyes wide, he tries to look at R'yoji only to be tucked under his chin. Ears pin back at the tingling sensations, flickering maybe once or twice. ]
Ah, I can't tell if you wish for me to answer or not. [ Is this how people properly answer nowadays? Sighing, he wraps his arms around R'yoji's waist and pulls him closer. He digs his nose between his collarbones, taking in his scent again. This is how his life could be... Forever. ] It should be obvious—it's a yes.
[ The warmth of his scent, the familiarity of it brings a comfort to him that relaxes every bit of him. Reassures the safety that V'seji provides with his presence. An anchor that keeps him in place. The ticklish feel of black strands against his nose has it wrinkling a little, but he doesn't care. Lips twitching into a smile at the flick of those ears and presses a kiss to one that is closest to reach. Before they forever stay pinned from his lips, that is.
He can't help the chuckle that rumbles out of his chest. ] I do. I.. [ Just want him to give it some thought. Preparing himself that even if V'seji declined, so long as he had him by his side he was content. Feeling those arms encircle him rumble a stronger purr and he squeezes him closer to his chest. His tail thumps happily against the soft cushions of the mattress before he stills immediately.
Blinks once. Twice. Staring at the rest of the room behind his moon, pulling slightly back to stare with wide colors of green and blue. ] ..Yes? R... really?
[ Ears fold back, looking momentarily confused as though he was certain he misheard those words. ] ...Truly?
[ Hey. Hey. V'seji's ear folds back even more, pressing so tightly against his head after R'yoji's little kiss. That spot almost singes, much like the top of his heated cheeks. Only when he hears his lover's stutters with his sheepish voice. It's endearing, though so foreign to his ears. They wiggle as he tries to escape from this death trap. All he can see is... His pecs, maybe his clavicle? Not much.
His arms pull back though they only wrapped around his waist a moment ago, now hands pulling his restraints off. Fingers interlace as he hoists himself higher so they are on the same eye level. Carefully, he presses his forehead against his, closing his eyes shut as he lets a little rumble. Calm down, R'yoji. It's going to be okay. After a second or two of silence, he pulls back with an amused smile and eyes waned into mirthful crescents. He wonders... If he doesn't speak again, would this moment of bliss remain of ever? Would the world and their lives as Warriors of Light stop?
But he knows the answer. They can't forsake the world when the world has saved them. There are too many people they love and this world helped them find each other. He can feel his heart quiver, pulse beating so loudly in his ears despite how he wants to be the one with the advantage here. ]
Yes.
[ He reaffirms. ]
Really.
[ He repeats. ]
Truly.
[ And that's all of R'yoji's questions, right? V'seji chuckles as his ankle hooks onto his companion's, making sure he can't escape despite his hands being tangled with his. Look at them? They're so silly... Almost seeing their thirties and they're fretting over something as simple as a bond. ]
[ Eyes flutter as V'seji reaches eye level with him, coming to a low ass their foreheads meet and he catches that rumble escaping his partner. Ah, it's comforting. His lashes lower even further, almost resembling someone falling asleep as the brief silence that fills them is not even remote uncomfortable. It's soothing.
However, movement from the other has them fluttering open again as those crescent gold moons peer at him with such a look. Really.. was it that amusing for him to be surprised? He almost pouts but catches himself, pressing lips into a line.
With how their lives were they never really had so much silence and relaxation like this. Well, though he ponders on relaxation it is a bit nerve wrecking. Something he isn't use to feeling. Ears flicker back again, almost quivering over the twirls of red hair.
Yes. Really. Truly.
Ah, so it is true. His heart skips at the feel of their ankles tangling together. Of course he made no efforts to run, rather should it not be the other way..?! Even so, the elation and joy that fills him is so incredibly warm. Yes. He accepts the request of an Eternal Bond. ..Once again, he questions the reality of this moment. If someone had told him during the Era of the Dragonsong wars that he would find himself in a future with this man- enough to desire spending eternity with him, he would deem them completely lost in both mind and soul.
Though R'yoji's movements are careful and gentle, he is suddenly quick to cup that face and kiss him almost breathlessly. At least on his part he finds himself utterly out of breath but he does not care. I love you. I love you. Was it truly possible to be this happy? Was it okay for him to feel this way?
This was fine. He had to be kinder to himself, as his moon's words reflect back on him. Fe.. deserves this. They both deserve this happiness. Every ounce and worth of it. ]
[ There are some thoughts on how this would go... Are they supposed to start planning the ceremony? Do they need to invite others? He muses as he rests into R'yoji, snug right under his chin. An ear flickers as he closes his eyes, breathing in his scent while fingers untangle to pull his companion into his embrace. His tail lashes about before settling down, merely thumping the mattress as he gives R'yoji a firm squeeze in this hug.
...
The box, right. He can feel is lodged between them and he fishes with a hand, now opening it to take a closer look. Whoops. With all this excitement, he forgot to slide it on. For now, he admires it with a peek over R'yoji's shoulder, smiling at how it truly fits him. There's a thought to put it on, but that would mean he has to sacrifice holding R'yoji and rubbing the man's back. The ring can wait clutched closed in his hand. ]
We should eat since we're to visit Il Mheg soon.
[ Pat, pat. Instead of rolling off, he buries his nose into the column of R'yoji's neck, brushing his lips ever so lightly against his Adam's apple. ]
[ Despite having been the one to propose, one would imagine he would begin to think on how they would begin preparations. Should they start soon? In a moon? Sometime in their future to prepare for said ceremony? Who would want to come? Or, perhaps that can do it with just them alone? Instead, he's more focused on how comfortable V'seji feels, snuggled beneath his chin.
Perfectly content to be within his lover's arms, one hand raising along his back to run fingers and thread them through black hair. Pressing a soft kiss to the top of his head, he feels the coolness of the sheets as his tail sweeps over it. His nose dips to nuzzle against a shoulder, ears flickering back at sound of that case opening but other than that he doesn't pay too much attention.
His ears briefly quiver to those words, pressing a kiss to skin as one hand ghosts along V'seji's side to dip along under an exposed thigh and massage the area there with his thumb. ] Hmmm. Suppose we should.
[ His head inclines a little back to the warmth of those lips, rumbling as he feels himself melt against his partner. R'yoji doesn't mind making them something before their trip but must they leave so soon? He wants to happily remain here just a bit longer, thank you. ]
[ V'seji is generally suspicious when it comes to wandering hands, but the one massaging his thigh is welcome for now. He continues to rest in the crook of Yoji's shoulder, running his nose along the column and curve with his eyes closed. Only until he finally rests his chin where it's most comfortable does he give R'yoji a squint.
There's temptation to bite his nape like usual to assert who's in power right now, but he digresses. It wouldn't be the most romantic. ]
... Are you going to cook or?
[ He is a little peckish and, if anything, he should be the one to lounge in the bed while his new fiance deals with the kitchen affairs. His tail thumps against the mattress expectantly. If they are to wed, R'yoji plans to spoil him lots, no? That counts cooking! Though this is all just a jest to see how his lover will react despite laziness blanketing them both. ]
[ A continuous rumble sounds from his chest at feel of that nuzzle, tilting his head as he peeks from the corner of an eye before arching a brow when a squint is tossed his way. At the inquiry he stills a little, before that hand continues to massage at exposed skin with a couple of flicks of his tail. ]
Cook... [ While he gives a moment to contemplate, a single ear twitches to sound of that tail thumping against the softness of the mattress. For a moment he considers he should since this is his house, but nay.. their house now. Even so, initially he had assumed he would be the one to cook. Especially when he turns his head to touch their noses together.
Oh he knows how laziness tugs at their body. Urging him to remain in bed for the rest of the day. However, they did make plans, and even though he debates protesting given he got up moments earlier he shall press their foreheads briefly together before disentangling himself from his moon. ] You can stay in bed if you wish, I'll prepare something.
[ Even if he wants to complain as he removes himself from the comfort, the warmth, the mere everything that is V'seji he gives a single stretch before shuffling out of the room to disappear to the kitchen area. It was too late for anything like breakfast, so lunch? Or perhaps mix in something for a little bit of both?
Either way, he already begins cooking once he gets some ideas. Aiming for tastes he knows his partner to like. Fortunate he went fishing not too long ago so he can grill some trout. ]
[ When they were friends, he would have added "honey," "darling," or "dear," but it's a bit too much to sprinkle those words now that their relationship is concrete. It's basically engraved in the box that's snapped shut in his hand... Which makes him wonder if he should get R'yoji a ring, too. That's how it works, right?
He shelves that thought for a time where he can do something about it (maybe a shopping mall), rolling closer to the end so he can thwap his lover's hind with his tail. Nothing else follows as R'yoji leaves the room. V'seji merely stays, looking up at the ceiling with the lingering mischievous grin. It fades second by second as he contemplates. Raising his hand up, he spreads his fingers and flexes them as an exercise. This is real? This is real. This is real and he can't stay in the bed naked forever.
With a quick hop out of the bed, he clothes himself—more like steals some clean smallclothes from R'yoji's drawers and wears them himself. Good thing they're similar in size, though he remembers clearly when he was a bit smaller than R'yoji. The Dragonsong War was so long ago... And the past makes him smile a bit before shaking it off and leaving the room, too. Black ears instantly perk up to the soothing sound of kitchenware sifting around. ]
Surprisingly, you make a good househusband.
[ He's in the kitchen now, resting his arms on the nearby counter as he watches his sun work. ]
[ The only acknowledgment V'seji receives from the passing thwap! to his rear is a slight jump and surprised sound. He scowls just slightly back at him, furrowing his brows but it isn't anything truly despising. Not like during the Dragonsong wars where he would hiss. Just a simple roll of his eyes before he's gone.
To be frank, he wasn't sure if V'seji would truly stay in bed or become restless enough to follow suit. As he's pondering he can already hear his approach, ears flickering back with a light quiver as those steps come to a stop somewhere behind and his lover's voice reaches him.
A voice full of honey, sweet and warm. His tail gives a few quick flicks with a soft light-hearted scoff of a laugh. ]
Mother sometimes would overwork herself that she'd forget a meal, she always ensured I was fed but tend to forget her own needs so I just took it upon myself to do the chores and cooking. [ The sight of surprise that quickly became a warm smile was something he looked forward to. She wouldn't hesitate to stop to take a break when he brought food to her. ] Though I won't be mind being spoiled too from time to time.
[ Corners of his eyes crinkle with mirth at his words before he returns to finishing up the meal. He places the platter of trout, cooked popotos and vegetables before him. And of course a small bowl of sliced fruit pieces. Though he was in a good enough mood to make dessert, that will take more time so this will have to do for now. He sets his own plate before he almost timidly looks a little to the side with a nervous flick of his ear. Please continue to take care of me from now on as well. R'yoji finds himself wanting to say it, but as usual words are a bit difficult for him to express so he focuses on sliding some small china over to pour hot tea in for them both. ]
[ It's... So funny? If he were a dog, then his tail would be wagging. Fortunately for V'seji, only his ears twitch slightly as his tail raises up high when the platter clinks onto the counter's surface. The aroma wafts, submerging his senses completely. His eyes close as he inhales it—it smells delicious already. Gulping, he feels his mouth water instantly. He can't wait too long now.
Taking a utensil he first tastes the popotoes. Tender, well-seasoned, mmm. ]
This may be the first time you've asked to be spoiled. [ Usually a sly smile would fit here, but he offers something softer as he realizes that it is his responsibility now. It isn't an unwritten, internal law to take care of R'yoji... It's communicated, marked in each other's minds. The trout is next, flavor savored for seconds more. ] I can make us a meal when we return and you can rest in bed. How does that sound?
[ He has an idea what R'yoji likes based on their travels. The man has always been fond of meat, so that's easy. However, it's one thing to make a meal... After he finishes another bite, he points to R'yoji with his fork. The next step would be— ]
[ It's true, he always has been. Mother always remind him-- You're such a good boy, Yoji. His tail sways a bit highly side to side at sound of those words. His eyes grow amused at sight of V'seji lingering on mere smell alone. Well, it isn't long before he digs in, which is good. R'yoji does the same, taking a piece of fish to taste. Everything is delicious. Or at least good enough given his cooking.
So long as his partner is pleased, then he did a well enough job. Ears twitch at those words, shuffling a little as he leans onto one arm on the counter with a lower of his eyes. ] ..Is that so? [ Mayhaps it is. Well, he knows lately he's been quite content on spoiling his moon when able. Ears perk at sound of those words and the ends of his tail can likely be spotted vibrating a little. ] That sounds..
[ He blinks a few, before nodding, cutting another piece of fish with a hum. ] Good. I'll look forward to it.
[ He's in process of putting a piece into his mouth, fork sealed behind lips as he looks back over to V'seji with an inquiry. Favorite fish..? ] Grilled raincaller is good.. but a bit tricky to catch since they depend on the weather.
[ Something easier... ] Ash tuna is good too. [ Tuna Miq'abob, a popular Seeker of the Sun dish uses Ash tuna. ]
[ V'seji's lips continue to curl while his gold eyes gleam, crinkled to crescent moons. Ash tuna and raincaller. He makes a mental note of those and what he can personally make with them. As he eats through his place, he concocts a couple of different recipes, seeing if he can create something different but new. It would be too easy to make a Tuna Miq'abob... He's no basic ho.
The utensils start clinking against porcelain, showing that he's close to being finished with his meal. There are only a couple of pieces left and he intends to vacuum it all into his mouth. The fork twirls in his fingers as he paces himself. ]
Then my next question is what's your ideal meal. Think location, sights, people...
[ Not that he's going to make a party for him, but maybe organize a little picnic with his favorite people. Everything R'yoji wants, V'seji wants to grant in the near future, especially when they couldn't properly celebrate birthdays before. A black tail sways low behind him, curious how R'yoji pictures when he says "ideal."
It has him in it, he knows, and that makes his heart drum a little louder as he feels a small tingle run through his body. Don't be too moved, V'seji. ]
[ Unsurprisingly, V'seji was always quick to learn and pick up on tricks. Whether it be fishing or mining, it made him quite proud. Always shown in the way his tufted tail swayed excitedly out during their gatherings. So, he's sure in the end it won't be difficult for his partner to come up with something no matter what it required.
The clinks of the silverware and china echo into the warm kitchen, R'yoji being lulled into the comforts of it as he raises a cup to drink some of his tea. The heat of it fills his chest but he knows it isn't simply just that. The tranquility of the moment.. could it stay like this? Was it possible to live the rest of their lives with such peace?
Ears perk up at the next question and his head cants to the side with serious thought. Followed by a close of his eyes, he focuses on the thought. Ideal meal... Location, sights, people.. When his eyes open he meets with those observing golden hues, watching the warmth fill that honey gaze and the smile that reflects back at him.
He already knew the answer. ] This. Right here.
[ Home. What they shared right here, the meal didn't matter but.. being here at home. Home that is his moon and household he's grown up in as a kitten. This was his ideal meal. And that he can say with full confidence, he didn't need a fancy meal or fancy view or to be surrounded by a bunch of people. Just in this quiet kitchen, sharing a meal with his other half.. it truly was ideal. After a pause, it hits him how overly plain that must sound. It's exactly why his ears pin back, expression a mixture of embarrassment and sheepishness. ] ..Is that too simple?
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The ends twitch idly at feel of his hair being played with with a flutter of his ears. A brow twitching now and then as the touch continues, idly stilling before it continues up again. By now he's certainly waking up given the corners of his lips twitching up.
For a moment he debates snuggling further into the confines of sleep that embraces him. He pushes past it, blearily blinking one eye as the soft blue looks to his companion with a wry smile. ] Enjoying yourself?
[ His voice is heavy and rough with sleep, a slight slur to them before he stretches and nuzzles into the crook of V'seji's neck with a lingering kiss to skin. That is until he props himself over his moon, peering fondly into watching golden hues. ] Did you rest well?
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Which is why he stops when he feels the kiss against his skin. Half-apologetically, he runs his fingers through to comb out it all out until he's robbed of his position. Lying underneath R'yoji, he looks at him with ears perked up. ]
Slept like a baby! Kind of hard not to when you were cradling me so close.
[ Hm. He's not sure about this position, so he tries to slip away? Somehow? Just dip under whatever opening under an arm. ]
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I'm glad. [ For a moment he desires stealing a kiss from his lips until suddenly V'seji dips from under his arm and away. He blinks after him, head tilting with one ear flopping to the side and the other raising alongside a twitch of his tail. ]
..?
[ Where was he going? Hello? ]
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Yes?
[ He's still in bed, lounging on the side while looking up to his companion's profile. Good view, very good view. Gold eyes are watching him closely and it's not because he's in love (he is though). Survival instincts are kicking in. ]
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Something wrong?
[ In reference to his companion for moving away. He can feel those eyes taking every angle of him, feeling his body almost shiver under that sharp observation but he can tell his very movement is being watched. Which is why he raises a hand slowly, shifting to sit up with a turn of his body. His hand pauses in the air, bi-colored hues flickering from one golden gaze to another until he touches beneath a chin.
It lingers only for a mere moment, thumb reaching up to trace an arrowhead between eye and bridge of that nose. Fortunately for V'seji he can't really reach out with his lips to do anything from this angle so he merely lets go and inches to his side of the bed with a stretch of his arms. ] In any case, I did promise something for you once we were awake.
[ But he needs a moment to at least put some pants on. Just a bit too cold to go roaming about the house completely naked. ]
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At most, he closes his eyes when R'yoji touches his markings. Tame. He's safe now, right? ]
Here I thought you were going to swipe at me like a kitten.
[ Quickly, he closes the distance between them, taking up the space and snuggling next to R'yoji. It's like his skittish reaction earlier never happened. However... This isn't ideal if he wants the gift. Dilemma. ]
To lose my warm body pillow for a gift... What a difficult choice to make.
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[ Which is say with plentiful of mirth from the look he passes his partner. It especially softens as V'seji closes the set distance before them with a slight turn to run fingers through black hair. It's become a bit tousled which is why he neatly runs through strands, gaze lowering with his smile growing fond. ]
Won't be long. Wait for me here, I'll be right back.
[ He leans over to gingerly butt their heads together before he pushes to a stand to leave the room. It's back to where they were previously, searching for a particular small box among his things upon his desk. Only spending a minute or two until he finds the gift buried under scattered papers.
When he comes back, he's sitting where he was before with hands cradling the case as though something fragile. Or perhaps, because he's nervous? There's some jitters to his nerves, passing a quick glance until he holds it out a little higher with his breath catching. ]
Ah, mother always told stories of those that would come together to be eternally bound with their other half. Her excitable chatter about the bonding ceremony is quite hard to forget, with how brightly her eyes shown. I thought of it as nothing much, but..
[ ..Ah, suddenly he realizes he's fumbling with the case. He reaches out to take hold of his moon's hand, gently pressing it to his palm before curling both his fingers and V'seji's own over it. ] Mother never pressured me to find my own happiness. However, I believe she realized my feelings when it came to you.
How I wish for a future with nobody else other than.. you. [ Ears fold back, head dipping a little with an anxious flick of his tail. His heart is racing pretty fast suddenly. He does not understand why, he's been quite forward with how he feels for V'seji. How much he loves him. At least, he hopes he has been doing so enough. He's been trying to express his feelings more in words as of late. Everything still feeling so new and yet, right. ]
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The decision was made for him and he watches his hand become hostage, now with a little box in his grasps. Fingers trace the box as he considers opening it, but a usual quip is needed despite how warm his heart feels. He wouldn't be able to talk to R'yoji otherwise. ]
This sounds like a proposal.
[ At first, he was going to laugh it off and mention how common it is to see Hyurs propose in public. Then it dawns on him as the words piece together with the box. Then that this box is for him... Abruptly, he sits up with a start with both his ears and tail shot out. Seldom does he yell, but here he is, yelling: ]
This is a proposal! [ Oh, my god. He's dumbstruck. No, he's not going to open it yet because he's shocked. ] You are proposing to me!!
[ This comes with an accusatory point! While he's basically naked. ]
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Yet, V'seji's almost amused response stills him entirely. A proposal. His eyes snap to those golden hues, finding the crinkle in them until the light of humor vanishes. The ends of his tail twitches more rapidly as his nerves tighten further.
The sudden abruptness in his partner's body has his own ears and tail shooting straight up with an almost leap off the bed. ] I--
[ He blinks wildly, almost going crosseyed to look to the point at him before back to his friend, his best friend, his lover, his moon-- R'yoji feels his lips twitch, chest tight and almost breathless when a laugh tries to bubble out of him but he's still in shock when V'seji catches on. ]
Yes... That I am. [ Ears fold back, inching just slightly closer as with his hands free to move he gathers the sheets up and rest over the other's shoulder. To keep the cold a means away, but also to purposely guide him closer with an almost avoidance of that gaze. Hands moving to cup his lover's jaw, bumping their heads together with a nervous smile. ] It was.. an idea. The more I gave it some thought.. It is not exactly common which I'm aware, [ among Seeker cats, few Keeper do.. Mostly you see it happening with Hyurs, even Elezens, even Roe but Miqo'te held to other traditions. ]
You don't have to say yes! Or, if you need the time to consider it that too is fine.. I just, [ Oh, he may be rambling now. ]
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[ V'seji doesn't quite understand marriage. Seekers have always been harem-oriented—survivors, not lovers. However, there is the idea of a bond... Partners, something above mates. It's weird to be thinking about something as serious as partnership when he's nude aside from the sheets, but he keeps his eyes on R'yoji.
Does he feel the same? Is marriage right?
The tip of his tail flicks as he tilts his head at him, searching those bi-colored eyes a little longer. Fretful hands carefully pull the ends of the sheets to a close, covering him a bit more while he feels vulnerable. Nerves alight, heart racing so fast, he isn't sure what to say. It needs an answer, right? Whether it be something definite or indefinite, an answer. Ears pin back as his tail stops twitching entirely. ]
... Is this real?
[ He hasn't answered since he's still letting it settle, finding it surreal that he would ever find someone that would feel this way about him. The smile stays as he thinks back—he was just a runaway with no home. No one. ]
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Well, that wasn't entirely true, Auntie had became that for her, did she not? They may not have said anything but he saw it in the way they looked at another. The way Auntie looked after his mother until the very end. Even now, still looking after him despite not the small kitten he once was being babysat during his mother's trips.
He wondered if she got the opportunity, would his mother have done a bond of Eternity if given the chance? Mayhaps that's why she poured all that she could into this very ring he's given his partner. He feels those golden hues settle on him and he refuses to look away despite wanting to. The nervousness of it, the fidgets of his fingers and twitch of a tail. Ears quiver back, swerving forward at the inquiry and softness of it as it leaves him. ]
It is as real as you and I.
[ As real as them being here and now. Hands find purchase on V'seji's face, cupping them to bump their foreheads together once more. Feeling warmth swell as he so languidly rubs their noses together, eyes fluttering low. ] I desire nothing more than to have you by my side for the rest of the moons to come.
[ If you would have me, that is. The fear of rejection is crushed almost immediately. He's tired of being haunted by it, shadowing him since his childhood. He needs no answer now and it's a clear sign he isn't begging for it. Merely swimming in adoration and affection that he feels for his moon. The sheer comfort, safety of having him here so close. To feel the warmth of his cheeks under his touch, the comforting scent emitting from him. Before he realizes it, he's flopping them both onto their sides on the bed to press V'seji all the more closer as he nuzzles into black hair with quick swishes of his tail. A sense of playfulness is rearing its head again but he simply wants to hold him.
A gentle murmur escapes him as he presses his nose into inky locks. ] I love you, Seji.
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For now, he enjots the small comforts of his sun's touch, indulging in it despite his quickening heartbeat. His tail starts moving again, finding the familiarity a crutch in such unfamiliar territory. It's the same lasting warmth he remembers that makes him feel safe and at home. Hands cup over his companion's, rubbing the back of them slowly before they're forced back on the bed. With eyes wide, he tries to look at R'yoji only to be tucked under his chin. Ears pin back at the tingling sensations, flickering maybe once or twice. ]
Ah, I can't tell if you wish for me to answer or not. [ Is this how people properly answer nowadays? Sighing, he wraps his arms around R'yoji's waist and pulls him closer. He digs his nose between his collarbones, taking in his scent again. This is how his life could be... Forever. ] It should be obvious—it's a yes.
[ Why wouldn't he want this life? ]
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He can't help the chuckle that rumbles out of his chest. ] I do. I.. [ Just want him to give it some thought. Preparing himself that even if V'seji declined, so long as he had him by his side he was content. Feeling those arms encircle him rumble a stronger purr and he squeezes him closer to his chest. His tail thumps happily against the soft cushions of the mattress before he stills immediately.
Blinks once. Twice. Staring at the rest of the room behind his moon, pulling slightly back to stare with wide colors of green and blue. ] ..Yes? R... really?
[ Ears fold back, looking momentarily confused as though he was certain he misheard those words. ] ...Truly?
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His arms pull back though they only wrapped around his waist a moment ago, now hands pulling his restraints off. Fingers interlace as he hoists himself higher so they are on the same eye level. Carefully, he presses his forehead against his, closing his eyes shut as he lets a little rumble. Calm down, R'yoji. It's going to be okay. After a second or two of silence, he pulls back with an amused smile and eyes waned into mirthful crescents. He wonders... If he doesn't speak again, would this moment of bliss remain of ever? Would the world and their lives as Warriors of Light stop?
But he knows the answer. They can't forsake the world when the world has saved them. There are too many people they love and this world helped them find each other. He can feel his heart quiver, pulse beating so loudly in his ears despite how he wants to be the one with the advantage here. ]
Yes.
[ He reaffirms. ]
Really.
[ He repeats. ]
Truly.
[ And that's all of R'yoji's questions, right? V'seji chuckles as his ankle hooks onto his companion's, making sure he can't escape despite his hands being tangled with his. Look at them? They're so silly... Almost seeing their thirties and they're fretting over something as simple as a bond. ]
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However, movement from the other has them fluttering open again as those crescent gold moons peer at him with such a look. Really.. was it that amusing for him to be surprised? He almost pouts but catches himself, pressing lips into a line.
With how their lives were they never really had so much silence and relaxation like this. Well, though he ponders on relaxation it is a bit nerve wrecking. Something he isn't use to feeling. Ears flicker back again, almost quivering over the twirls of red hair.
Yes. Really. Truly.
Ah, so it is true. His heart skips at the feel of their ankles tangling together. Of course he made no efforts to run, rather should it not be the other way..?! Even so, the elation and joy that fills him is so incredibly warm. Yes. He accepts the request of an Eternal Bond. ..Once again, he questions the reality of this moment. If someone had told him during the Era of the Dragonsong wars that he would find himself in a future with this man- enough to desire spending eternity with him, he would deem them completely lost in both mind and soul.
Though R'yoji's movements are careful and gentle, he is suddenly quick to cup that face and kiss him almost breathlessly. At least on his part he finds himself utterly out of breath but he does not care. I love you. I love you. Was it truly possible to be this happy? Was it okay for him to feel this way?
This was fine. He had to be kinder to himself, as his moon's words reflect back on him. Fe.. deserves this. They both deserve this happiness. Every ounce and worth of it. ]
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The box, right. He can feel is lodged between them and he fishes with a hand, now opening it to take a closer look. Whoops. With all this excitement, he forgot to slide it on. For now, he admires it with a peek over R'yoji's shoulder, smiling at how it truly fits him. There's a thought to put it on, but that would mean he has to sacrifice holding R'yoji and rubbing the man's back. The ring can wait clutched closed in his hand. ]
We should eat since we're to visit Il Mheg soon.
[ Pat, pat. Instead of rolling off, he buries his nose into the column of R'yoji's neck, brushing his lips ever so lightly against his Adam's apple. ]
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Perfectly content to be within his lover's arms, one hand raising along his back to run fingers and thread them through black hair. Pressing a soft kiss to the top of his head, he feels the coolness of the sheets as his tail sweeps over it. His nose dips to nuzzle against a shoulder, ears flickering back at sound of that case opening but other than that he doesn't pay too much attention.
His ears briefly quiver to those words, pressing a kiss to skin as one hand ghosts along V'seji's side to dip along under an exposed thigh and massage the area there with his thumb. ] Hmmm. Suppose we should.
[ His head inclines a little back to the warmth of those lips, rumbling as he feels himself melt against his partner. R'yoji doesn't mind making them something before their trip but must they leave so soon? He wants to happily remain here just a bit longer, thank you. ]
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There's temptation to bite his nape like usual to assert who's in power right now, but he digresses. It wouldn't be the most romantic. ]
... Are you going to cook or?
[ He is a little peckish and, if anything, he should be the one to lounge in the bed while his new fiance deals with the kitchen affairs. His tail thumps against the mattress expectantly. If they are to wed, R'yoji plans to spoil him lots, no? That counts cooking! Though this is all just a jest to see how his lover will react despite laziness blanketing them both. ]
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Cook... [ While he gives a moment to contemplate, a single ear twitches to sound of that tail thumping against the softness of the mattress. For a moment he considers he should since this is his house, but nay.. their house now. Even so, initially he had assumed he would be the one to cook. Especially when he turns his head to touch their noses together.
Oh he knows how laziness tugs at their body. Urging him to remain in bed for the rest of the day. However, they did make plans, and even though he debates protesting given he got up moments earlier he shall press their foreheads briefly together before disentangling himself from his moon. ] You can stay in bed if you wish, I'll prepare something.
[ Even if he wants to complain as he removes himself from the comfort, the warmth, the mere everything that is V'seji he gives a single stretch before shuffling out of the room to disappear to the kitchen area. It was too late for anything like breakfast, so lunch? Or perhaps mix in something for a little bit of both?
Either way, he already begins cooking once he gets some ideas. Aiming for tastes he knows his partner to like. Fortunate he went fishing not too long ago so he can grill some trout. ]
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[ When they were friends, he would have added "honey," "darling," or "dear," but it's a bit too much to sprinkle those words now that their relationship is concrete. It's basically engraved in the box that's snapped shut in his hand... Which makes him wonder if he should get R'yoji a ring, too. That's how it works, right?
He shelves that thought for a time where he can do something about it (maybe a shopping mall), rolling closer to the end so he can thwap his lover's hind with his tail. Nothing else follows as R'yoji leaves the room. V'seji merely stays, looking up at the ceiling with the lingering mischievous grin. It fades second by second as he contemplates. Raising his hand up, he spreads his fingers and flexes them as an exercise. This is real? This is real. This is real and he can't stay in the bed naked forever.
With a quick hop out of the bed, he clothes himself—more like steals some clean smallclothes from R'yoji's drawers and wears them himself. Good thing they're similar in size, though he remembers clearly when he was a bit smaller than R'yoji. The Dragonsong War was so long ago... And the past makes him smile a bit before shaking it off and leaving the room, too. Black ears instantly perk up to the soothing sound of kitchenware sifting around. ]
Surprisingly, you make a good househusband.
[ He's in the kitchen now, resting his arms on the nearby counter as he watches his sun work. ]
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To be frank, he wasn't sure if V'seji would truly stay in bed or become restless enough to follow suit. As he's pondering he can already hear his approach, ears flickering back with a light quiver as those steps come to a stop somewhere behind and his lover's voice reaches him.
A voice full of honey, sweet and warm. His tail gives a few quick flicks with a soft light-hearted scoff of a laugh. ]
Mother sometimes would overwork herself that she'd forget a meal, she always ensured I was fed but tend to forget her own needs so I just took it upon myself to do the chores and cooking. [ The sight of surprise that quickly became a warm smile was something he looked forward to. She wouldn't hesitate to stop to take a break when he brought food to her. ] Though I won't be mind being spoiled too from time to time.
[ Corners of his eyes crinkle with mirth at his words before he returns to finishing up the meal. He places the platter of trout, cooked popotos and vegetables before him. And of course a small bowl of sliced fruit pieces. Though he was in a good enough mood to make dessert, that will take more time so this will have to do for now. He sets his own plate before he almost timidly looks a little to the side with a nervous flick of his ear. Please continue to take care of me from now on as well. R'yoji finds himself wanting to say it, but as usual words are a bit difficult for him to express so he focuses on sliding some small china over to pour hot tea in for them both. ]
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[ It's... So funny? If he were a dog, then his tail would be wagging. Fortunately for V'seji, only his ears twitch slightly as his tail raises up high when the platter clinks onto the counter's surface. The aroma wafts, submerging his senses completely. His eyes close as he inhales it—it smells delicious already. Gulping, he feels his mouth water instantly. He can't wait too long now.
Taking a utensil he first tastes the popotoes. Tender, well-seasoned, mmm. ]
This may be the first time you've asked to be spoiled. [ Usually a sly smile would fit here, but he offers something softer as he realizes that it is his responsibility now. It isn't an unwritten, internal law to take care of R'yoji... It's communicated, marked in each other's minds. The trout is next, flavor savored for seconds more. ] I can make us a meal when we return and you can rest in bed. How does that sound?
[ He has an idea what R'yoji likes based on their travels. The man has always been fond of meat, so that's easy. However, it's one thing to make a meal... After he finishes another bite, he points to R'yoji with his fork. The next step would be— ]
What's your favorite fish?
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So long as his partner is pleased, then he did a well enough job. Ears twitch at those words, shuffling a little as he leans onto one arm on the counter with a lower of his eyes. ] ..Is that so? [ Mayhaps it is. Well, he knows lately he's been quite content on spoiling his moon when able. Ears perk at sound of those words and the ends of his tail can likely be spotted vibrating a little. ] That sounds..
[ He blinks a few, before nodding, cutting another piece of fish with a hum. ] Good. I'll look forward to it.
[ He's in process of putting a piece into his mouth, fork sealed behind lips as he looks back over to V'seji with an inquiry. Favorite fish..? ] Grilled raincaller is good.. but a bit tricky to catch since they depend on the weather.
[ Something easier... ] Ash tuna is good too. [ Tuna Miq'abob, a popular Seeker of the Sun dish uses Ash tuna. ]
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[ V'seji's lips continue to curl while his gold eyes gleam, crinkled to crescent moons. Ash tuna and raincaller. He makes a mental note of those and what he can personally make with them. As he eats through his place, he concocts a couple of different recipes, seeing if he can create something different but new. It would be too easy to make a Tuna Miq'abob... He's no basic ho.
The utensils start clinking against porcelain, showing that he's close to being finished with his meal. There are only a couple of pieces left and he intends to vacuum it all into his mouth. The fork twirls in his fingers as he paces himself. ]
Then my next question is what's your ideal meal. Think location, sights, people...
[ Not that he's going to make a party for him, but maybe organize a little picnic with his favorite people. Everything R'yoji wants, V'seji wants to grant in the near future, especially when they couldn't properly celebrate birthdays before. A black tail sways low behind him, curious how R'yoji pictures when he says "ideal."
It has him in it, he knows, and that makes his heart drum a little louder as he feels a small tingle run through his body. Don't be too moved, V'seji. ]
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[ Unsurprisingly, V'seji was always quick to learn and pick up on tricks. Whether it be fishing or mining, it made him quite proud. Always shown in the way his tufted tail swayed excitedly out during their gatherings. So, he's sure in the end it won't be difficult for his partner to come up with something no matter what it required.
The clinks of the silverware and china echo into the warm kitchen, R'yoji being lulled into the comforts of it as he raises a cup to drink some of his tea. The heat of it fills his chest but he knows it isn't simply just that. The tranquility of the moment.. could it stay like this? Was it possible to live the rest of their lives with such peace?
Ears perk up at the next question and his head cants to the side with serious thought. Followed by a close of his eyes, he focuses on the thought. Ideal meal... Location, sights, people.. When his eyes open he meets with those observing golden hues, watching the warmth fill that honey gaze and the smile that reflects back at him.
He already knew the answer. ] This. Right here.
[ Home. What they shared right here, the meal didn't matter but.. being here at home. Home that is his moon and household he's grown up in as a kitten. This was his ideal meal. And that he can say with full confidence, he didn't need a fancy meal or fancy view or to be surrounded by a bunch of people. Just in this quiet kitchen, sharing a meal with his other half.. it truly was ideal. After a pause, it hits him how overly plain that must sound. It's exactly why his ears pin back, expression a mixture of embarrassment and sheepishness. ] ..Is that too simple?
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