[ Her stomach is going to end both Sakyou and himself, but fortunately the two boys are hard workers... Maybe too diligent. Nier eats, but he also watches Kainé eat.
He kind of always watches her eat for a bit since he never got to back at home. She really does feast? ]
I should see about learning how to make them, but I would need someone to taste them.
[ It's fine. Sakyou is rich, and Nier...... is closer to rich now that he doesn't have to spend all his money on trying to cure Yonah.
She isn't paying attention to how Nier is paying attention to her eat because she doesn't think her eating is anything to be watched? It's just eating, Nier. She looks up at him when he says he'll learn to cook these pancakes. ]
I'll eat anything you make.
[ She's suffered her own fair share of terrible cooking, but she's sure anything Nier makes wouldn't be that bad, and it's incredibly sweet that he would learn to make these soufflé pancakes.
It doesn't surprise her that he would at this point, but it doesn't make it any less moving. Every time he thinks of her only makes her small well of happiness grow. It only reinforces and strengthens what makes her love him. ]
[ It’s because they seldom eat together! Now they’re eating together so often! ]
Then you can’t complain if they end up being bad, all right?
[ It would be nice to give all of them some pancakes at home, though he doesn’t think Weiss can eat… But maybe Emil will entertain it? Yonah would definitely love it. Nier imagines such a nice scene for them… It’s a happiness he can reach now.
But this chicken is cronchy and he is just crunching on it. ]
[ She never stopped him from eating with her, only sleeping. ]
It won't be.
[ She sounds so sure. Maybe they won't be fluffy. Maybe the pancakes he'll make at first will all be woefully flat, but she's sure they won't be the worst thing she's ever tasted.
[ Try to interrupt her while they're in the middle of fighting like this. It's a stupid fight, inconsequential and with little meaning, but it's bold. ]
[ Nier doesn't quite realize that some things he does is really out of a different type of love sometimes. He tends to mix them up... And do whatever feels right. Sometimes you live like this and your life is an entire mess, but people love you, anyway.
[ It's still a little weird to say they're dating. It still makes something inside her flutter to put it forward like that. They are both big horrible messes that have somehow come to love each other and that other people also love.
She gives his hand a pointed look. ]
Like I fucking said, you're gettin' real brave.
[ He knows she loves him, and it makes him so brave. ]
[ While he didn't mind teasing and sometimes he just blurts it out without thinking, he's considerate and doesn't want to ruffle his friends' feathers to the point they start fuming. ]
I don't think you would have bitten my hand before, either. You're actually pretty nice.
[ He's SAYING IT and, to be honest, this bravery for this specific moment has always been there. Kainé and her "image" be damned. ]
Have you fucking lost it? [ Nice? ] I would've stabbed you.
[ Kainé can be kind and sweet. She is someone who would save and help others, if she had a choice, if people weren't reviled by her, and if she didn't have to prioritize someone she loved, but nice is a stretch. How many times has she sad cold or terrible things?
Nier was never so intimidated by her. Someone who would call her a friend and said he needed her the second time they met couldn't truly be afraid of her, but there are times to be rightfully cowed by how violent and angry she can be. ]
[ Nier can see it. He has seen her cold shoulder before, at the end of her blade once, but he has seen her soft side where she's willing to accept others. While he didn't hear her conversation with Emil when they first showed up at his mansion nor does he know what they talk about when they camp outside, he can tell from Emil's words... From how he's around her, that Kainé is kind.
Also, she's kind enough to stick by him because maybe she knew he needed more people in his life. It's as simple as that. ]
[ Nier is someone who can have so many people in his life. He has the personality to draw people to him. It isn't lost on her. It isn't lost on her how he does separate himself from others at times, too. Even if she doesn't go into towns and cities with him, there are some things you can just see from being by a person's side long enough.
And she knows he does see her for what and who she is even if he does go above to see the best in her. Isn't that part of what made her want to stay with him even though she's thought about how she had to leave him so many times? ]
... Idiot.
[ There's little heat to that insult, and she can't look directly at him. Her cheeks aren't quite warm, but it's close. ]
[ It's just easier to live not focusing on all the bad parts... He isn't sure if he would be able to go on if all he had to focus on was every terrible thing that happens to them. In that way, Wiwaldi was awful for him until he was at the point where he forced himself to look past it.
Tilting his head, he has always been told that, but... ]
I'm only seeing the good that is already there.
[ Nier does his best to divvy up the fried chicken between the both of them, of course with Kainé having more. He doesn't nearly eat as much as her. ]
[ Kainé is too used to shitty circumstances and shitty outcomes that every terrible thing that happened at Wiwaldi was just another terrible day to her. Did everything suck? Yes. Was she any less angry or upset even though she was used to it? No. But it meant that it didn't visibly weigh her down more than anything else in her life. ]
You would say corny shit like that.
[ It's not really a bad thing in her mind, not for him. She freely eats the fried chicken. She knows she eats more than he does, but she does worry sometimes that he doesn't eat enough. She wasn't around and doesn't know how much he went without so he could provide for Yonah, but she didn't have to be around to guess what could have been possible and what likely was the reality. ]
[ Nier fortunately eats enough for himself, Kainé!! Don't worry about him. He slows down eating, contemplative, which might be a weird expression for him since as Weiss would assume Nier doesn't think too deeply on things much. That's how you surrender to your depression.
He tilts his head. ]
... Is it really that corny?
[ IS HE CORNY? Is this something about him? And not about the happiest place on earth? ]
[ Weiss thinks Nier thinking is scary. It's impossible for Kainé not to worry about him. To love means to worry, and Nier is a worrisome person. "That's how you surrender to your depression." You mean, like Kainé does? ]
Yeah.
[ She doesn't take even one second to respond. It doesn't take a half-formed thought for someone like Kainé, who finds it difficult to utter the sincere and sentimental things that Nier does so easily. It's just him. It has nothing to do with this capitalist hell trap that Kainé is legitimately having one of the best times of her life. ]
It's what makes us different.
[ And it's their differences that make them work the way they do.
It's what made her stay with him. It's how he got her to stay, made her want to stay more than keep away. ]
[ Stop. Kainé is a worrisome person, but Nier also accepts that she's capable. He can only encourage her!!! Despite her deep, dark depression!
He frowns when he hears that he really is corny. Maybe he should ask other people, but Kainé doesn't lie. She hides things, but she usually wouldn't outright lie... However, he does remember her lines back home before Wiwaldi. ]
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He kind of always watches her eat for a bit since he never got to back at home. She really does feast? ]
I should see about learning how to make them, but I would need someone to taste them.
[ They might not even be good at the beginning. ]
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She isn't paying attention to how Nier is paying attention to her eat because she doesn't think her eating is anything to be watched? It's just eating, Nier. She looks up at him when he says he'll learn to cook these pancakes. ]
I'll eat anything you make.
[ She's suffered her own fair share of terrible cooking, but she's sure anything Nier makes wouldn't be that bad, and it's incredibly sweet that he would learn to make these soufflé pancakes.
It doesn't surprise her that he would at this point, but it doesn't make it any less moving. Every time he thinks of her only makes her small well of happiness grow. It only reinforces and strengthens what makes her love him. ]
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Then you can’t complain if they end up being bad, all right?
[ It would be nice to give all of them some pancakes at home, though he doesn’t think Weiss can eat… But maybe Emil will entertain it? Yonah would definitely love it. Nier imagines such a nice scene for them… It’s a happiness he can reach now.
But this chicken is cronchy and he is just crunching on it. ]
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It won't be.
[ She sounds so sure. Maybe they won't be fluffy. Maybe the pancakes he'll make at first will all be woefully flat, but she's sure they won't be the worst thing she's ever tasted.
She steals a bit of a waffle to eat next. ]
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You have a lot of faith in me... But then I remember you ate those poisonous berries.
[ She may have a waffle! He even gives her a fried chicken leg. ]
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They weren't poisonous to me. Your stomach is so goddamn weak.
[ Get good, Nier. They will argue about these berries until they die.
She will happily eat the fried chicken. Also super delicious, if the small smile on her face is any indication. ]
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[ THEY WILL LITERALLY ARGUE ABOUT THESE BERRIES UNTIL THEY BOTH DIE. Nier isn't going to stand for this!! As he eats his waffle. ]
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[ She takes a violent bite out of the chicken leg. ]
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She looks back at him, not breaking eye contact as she continues to fucking eat. What of it!!! ]
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He does also feed her a big piece of waffle. ]
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She is a surprised when he feeds her, though, but of course she eats that piece of waffle. She chews it a bit grumpily, though. ]
You're gettin' so damn brave.
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What's so brave about feeding you?
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[ Try to interrupt her while they're in the middle of fighting like this. It's a stupid fight, inconsequential and with little meaning, but it's bold. ]
I could bite your goddamn hand off.
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[ Nier doesn't quite realize that some things he does is really out of a different type of love sometimes. He tends to mix them up... And do whatever feels right. Sometimes you live like this and your life is an entire mess, but people love you, anyway.
More importantly: ]
I need my hand, Kainé.
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[ It's still a little weird to say they're dating. It still makes something inside her flutter to put it forward like that. They are both big horrible messes that have somehow come to love each other and that other people also love.
She gives his hand a pointed look. ]
Like I fucking said, you're gettin' real brave.
[ He knows she loves him, and it makes him so brave. ]
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[ While he didn't mind teasing and sometimes he just blurts it out without thinking, he's considerate and doesn't want to ruffle his friends' feathers to the point they start fuming. ]
I don't think you would have bitten my hand before, either. You're actually pretty nice.
[ He's SAYING IT and, to be honest, this bravery for this specific moment has always been there. Kainé and her "image" be damned. ]
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[ Kainé can be kind and sweet. She is someone who would save and help others, if she had a choice, if people weren't reviled by her, and if she didn't have to prioritize someone she loved, but nice is a stretch. How many times has she sad cold or terrible things?
Nier was never so intimidated by her. Someone who would call her a friend and said he needed her the second time they met couldn't truly be afraid of her, but there are times to be rightfully cowed by how violent and angry she can be. ]
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[ Nier can see it. He has seen her cold shoulder before, at the end of her blade once, but he has seen her soft side where she's willing to accept others. While he didn't hear her conversation with Emil when they first showed up at his mansion nor does he know what they talk about when they camp outside, he can tell from Emil's words... From how he's around her, that Kainé is kind.
Also, she's kind enough to stick by him because maybe she knew he needed more people in his life. It's as simple as that. ]
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And she knows he does see her for what and who she is even if he does go above to see the best in her. Isn't that part of what made her want to stay with him even though she's thought about how she had to leave him so many times? ]
... Idiot.
[ There's little heat to that insult, and she can't look directly at him. Her cheeks aren't quite warm, but it's close. ]
You see too much good.
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Tilting his head, he has always been told that, but... ]
I'm only seeing the good that is already there.
[ Nier does his best to divvy up the fried chicken between the both of them, of course with Kainé having more. He doesn't nearly eat as much as her. ]
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You would say corny shit like that.
[ It's not really a bad thing in her mind, not for him. She freely eats the fried chicken. She knows she eats more than he does, but she does worry sometimes that he doesn't eat enough. She wasn't around and doesn't know how much he went without so he could provide for Yonah, but she didn't have to be around to guess what could have been possible and what likely was the reality. ]
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He tilts his head. ]
... Is it really that corny?
[ IS HE CORNY? Is this something about him? And not about the happiest place on earth? ]
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Yeah.
[ She doesn't take even one second to respond. It doesn't take a half-formed thought for someone like Kainé, who finds it difficult to utter the sincere and sentimental things that Nier does so easily. It's just him. It has nothing to do with this capitalist hell trap that Kainé is legitimately having one of the best times of her life. ]
It's what makes us different.
[ And it's their differences that make them work the way they do.
It's what made her stay with him. It's how he got her to stay, made her want to stay more than keep away. ]
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He frowns when he hears that he really is corny. Maybe he should ask other people, but Kainé doesn't lie. She hides things, but she usually wouldn't outright lie... However, he does remember her lines back home before Wiwaldi. ]
You do prefer to lean on cooler words instead.
[ SASUKE. ]
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